Who am i trying to impress

London

2009-01-27T23:05:25Z

Ok, so eastbourne got cancelled and im now going to london.

Do I know anyone who moved down there? Cuz i dont know.

If you live in london or have metal or goth friends there please message me if they might be willing to have a lonely person who will be down there :)

HIAAA

2009-01-25T15:52:21Z

Well now that shit is out the way from the last post I should wish you all a Happy New Year (like nearly a month late)

I had a brilliant night out with the fees for hogmanay. Dragged them outside for the fireworks. Watched mentallica. Had an immense lot of laughs and a Stany attached to my face. Started work at 5pm the next day. Systems at work broke that day and the aftermath is still continuing.
Luckily I only have to work tomorrow and then im off for an age. I should probably do something a little productive so if the photographers out there want a model whos not exactly the average sort of person then HIYA.

Im off to Eastbourne as of Friday to see the david and have a wee bit of a road trip about brighton.

Im still hopeful i hear back from the job at work that i was wanting to get of Employee Engagement Assistant. I think its my place to be as much as i love the gas they stopped listenin to us again!!

I think i might take some shitey pictures today of me smiling as theres a distinct lack of them.

drinking?

2008-11-23T15:28:46Z

ok so that lasted like a week and a half.... i was completely gone last night but it was a very fun night out with a lot of dancing, people poking my boobs and SNOOOWW! elwick called me at 2 cuz the barman threw him out, very nice of him to call me considering he barely says hi to me normally. i called tony while going home squeaking about the snow, oh yes tony is a man i really like but due to many issues it may not get off the ground. he thought i looked well hot though when i was on cam. RAWR. elwick called me again after i hung up looking for me to go on a random bus journey with him, i just went no im going home. he tried to make me stop the bus but the boy doesnt know where waverly bridge is and what i meant by the other side of the station. never mind.

i love who i have in my life now. i am done with this silly drama that keeps cropping up. im sorry to those i have upset the past week with my bitching when i know she is your mate and was mine, i just think it was a very petty thing to do. i have always talked to men when i have issues with men and women about women, i wasnt to fucking know i had to speak to her over her boyfriend who technically i did meet before her. pft enough.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2007-12-19T13:56:00

2007-12-19T14:01:21Z

hello people of the live journal world. i would like to apologise for my ever so late return to this website! i am at work at the moment busy taking phone calls and explaining changes in direct debit and annoying the life out of my collegues with the sales i got yesterday. its always a good day when you get sales.
just found out i get to open a door on the big advent calendar last year for selling the most kitchen appl cover in my ccm team.

i hope you are all doing well. im off on my break

SPONSER MEEee

2007-05-26T18:12:32Z

i am doing the race for life on the 3rd of june around arthur seat and i am in desperate need of sponsers!

Sponser me!

Please click and help me on my plight

dominatrix_vamp @ 2006-10-22T12:28:00

2006-10-22T12:37:32Z

ok i dont appreciate someone ATTEMPTING to ruin my night by getting involved in something that wasnt to do with them in the fucking first first place. pointing at me, looking at me and getting all ur mates to look at me isnt a subtle way to do any thing and if i was any more pissed you would have got a fucking mouthful off me. when im walking past and u make snide comments about something you do not understand just proves what a complete idiot you are. just stop running your mouth before u get in serious shit with me cuz there is seriously only so much im going to put up with these days.

oh yes and i do dance like im drunk CUZ I FUCKING AM! what a fanny.

favour

2006-10-16T19:56:29Z

could you all please visit http://shoeareyou.livejournal.com/21726.html?mode=reply
and give an opinion, he doesnt have access to a mass amount of people so he's asking his mates to pass it on.

Its for uni so please do it :)

dominatrix_vamp @ 2006-09-10T16:11:00

2006-09-10T15:15:11Z

why is it every time i thought life couldnt get any worse it does. I will miss you Adam. If anyone knows when the funeral will be please let fe or someone who has my mobile as i will not be back here until friday unless i find out sooner when it is and i can make travel arrangements.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2006-08-13T17:00:00

2006-08-13T16:16:35Z

im finally home, some of u know thru myspace and friends some dont, to fill u in i was run over on thursday night/friday morning as a car swerved to avoid fe (he didnt see me and its better it hit me tbh) i never passed out so i had 3 drunk friends hoverin over me goin are u ok speak to me say anything which looking back at is fucking hysterical cuz im just like call an ambulancce lol.

ended up id split my arm open no doubt on the windscreen and bashed my leg of the hood so my left side has been pretty retarded recently. ive had loads of holes punched in my right arm for the drips and the blood samples.
i had my op last night to sew my arm up and i remember watchin my heart monitor and obviously the anastetic kicked in really fuckin fast cuz when i woke i was like so how long does it take to kick in not realising i was in a different place or on a new bed. i woke up this mornin at 4 walkin around my lil room and asking the nurse if i could put my bra back on. i seem to be a lot happier realisin i could have been in there a lot longer.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-07-03T19:55:00

2005-07-03T19:12:48Z

ok. yesterday has made me realise you guys apparently aint my ACTUAL friends. i just know you through the club which means i cant comment on your personal problems or have anything to do with them without your permission.
me being fairly open minded will probably keep this journal on for the ones who i know know i am only trying to help but fuck it. im goin get shit off that one person that started this still wont understand what shes actually done to me but im reclusing again.

i apologise i got fucked last night. i plan on it again tonight for those who want to take care of someone breaking down. i am very upset and mad that i was stupid to become that niave little bitch that i used to be. i told bob as soon as i forgave myself when i cheated on him, i should have gave others that chance. sorry. and sorry this seems public but so is doin it in public. if i didnt someone else would have. in fact they did. they asked u
this is me getting mad again.
lau, su, david, lor, viv you are all staying on this no matter what.
everyone else please tell me if you wanna stay as its changing on tuesday

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-07-03T14:40:00

2005-07-03T13:42:07Z

my fav rabbit was put down this morning.
im fucked off cuz i thought she was gonna be ok..
another rabbit broke but i dont think u guys need to know bout that. whoops i already mentioned it

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-07-03T03:57:00

2005-07-03T02:59:33Z

i am the breaded lady!! HAAAAA
i think i can rstill spell rihgt,, maayeb not. :S heelooo

person ahd wroda and i got upset this is the result after niot wanting to drunk.
jnnot my fault xacant help haow i reacte to things.
fprget thies posts its shieeet

mr falty me faulty theris a fire in thee keetchen

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-07-02T19:49:00

2005-07-02T18:51:42Z

i go away for one night and shit happens...
my skin breaks out, i dont sleep, stuff gets passed onto me and i later find out it dont matter.
everyone hates each other and i aint making things better.
i just want no one to be hurt but i cant do nething

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-07-01T07:14:00

2005-07-01T06:17:36Z

i hope u all get to work and home again safely tomorrow... the wombles (not the tv ones) are apparently goin to start smashing up shit. please all take care *hugs* ill see u on monday as im goin to bobs.

THE PETITION

2005-06-30T21:26:38Z

http://www.petitiononline.com/save24/petition-sign.html?

165 before me.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-30T10:44:00

2005-06-30T09:47:35Z

HOLY FUCK...
ive been in my job for what 1-3 months.. i cant remember..
anyway. i applied for a job at inveresk as a pathology tech assistant back when i was chucked out the house.
i got a reply today saying the want me in for an interview. holy fuck. i always wanted a job like that but i love what i do just now and its more convenient for me. i could only work there if i stayed at bobs and had his dad drive me there everyday (like i was planning when staying at bobs)

i dunno what to do.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-29T22:30:00

2005-06-29T21:30:46Z

ok i just found out where the rents are goin...
fuckin RIO in brazil.
its for my dads 50th so i guess its ok i aint goin :P

studios

2005-06-29T21:07:26Z

well im utterly fucked off in the injustice.
people should know there is a club there before they move.
the venue is a lot louder.
the honeycomb has far more underage drinkers.
and the people that go to both are generally nastier people to the public.
im writing to the council in regards cuz im fucked off.
if people wanna join me. good.
i may even ask a petition starts up.

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-29T10:55:00

2005-06-29T10:00:54Z

well i got coupons in the post cuz i was upset my dinner on friday that i spent 50mins making was overpowered with onions. yes i hate onions if u didnt know. thay make me yack.
anyway i got £4 of coupons for homepride/batchelors so im pretty chuffed seeing as the pasta back was only like £1 in farmfoods. muwahahah
most noodles and pasta and sauce for me.
i hate blocking things out of my diet but i seriously think dairy needs to dissapear for a while. im huge.
yea i dont need a wankshaft to tell me, i think i know seeing as i carry it around every day.

OHH I WAS CALLED A BASTARD ON THE PHONE YESTERDAY BY SOME FOREIGN GUY WHO I COULDNT UNDERSTAND
i said im sorry sir but i have parents who were married before i was fertilised and i am a girl therefore i cant be a bastard, he pauses for a few seconds and goes all your company are bastards you harrass me. sir if i harrass you why would i do this? que me hanging up. HAAAA i fucking love it.
even my boss was creasing herself

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-28T21:49:00

2005-06-28T20:52:40Z

ok this is the 5th time im callin virgin in regards to my fuckin picture messaging. its getting annoyin.
but i made top sales on the floor and got 3 beers. excellent. and thats with 2hrs off cuz of the computers as well.

MOBILE

2005-06-28T09:28:12Z

the old number is back and running already! delete the other one.
COOL/

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-27T23:02:00

2005-06-27T22:08:18Z

im angry as david is never gonna come up and visit me. im just angry.

parents away from 20th july to 2nd august

QUOTE OF THE DAY: moby- "its the genital equivilant of trench foot"

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-27T18:32:00

2005-06-27T17:33:04Z

I LOVE WORK
some mong tripped on a wire and crashed all the computers so we got snet home early. HAAA
my second call was my one and only sale of the day muwahaha

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-27T01:13:00

2005-06-27T00:14:47Z

and no one thought to tell me about richard whiteley's death because??
i will miss him as i used to watch countdown in the mornings... hopefully david dickinson will replace him

dominatrix_vamp @ 2005-06-27T01:04:00

2005-06-27T00:04:58Z

fucking phone wont let me send picture messages or get rid of the operator logo. fucking pish.
GRRRR